2014.06.11 【英译中】你可以选择自己想过的生活(三)

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发表于:2014-06-11 23:08 [只看楼主] [划词开启]

The Moment Of Deliberate Choice

难以抉择的时刻

The shock and extreme heart break brought me to my knees. The pain was so great and my world just looked desolate. I had no real home, no money, no job, and no friends that cared. Not one person had even sent me a sympathy card for my loss.

这些打击和极度的悲痛击垮了我。巨大的痛苦使我的人生看起来如此凄惨。我没有真正的家,没有钱,没有工作,也没有关心我的朋友。没有一个人甚至是对于我失去亲人送一张慰问卡。

I made an attempt of my own life and I ended up in hospital.

我试图在医院里结束自己的生命。

I remember lying in the hospital bed, looking up at the ceiling and seeing my sister’s beautiful face. She stayed with me all night long.

我记得自己躺在医院的病床上,抬头望着天花板,然后我看到了姐姐美丽的脸庞。她整晚都陪着我。

I realised during that night that I had a choice. I could choose to end my life or I could choose to live it.

那天晚上我意识到自己面临着一个抉择,要么选择结束生命,要么选择好好活下去。

I looked in my sister’s eyes and I made a decision not to go with her just yet. That I would stay and complete my journey here.

看着姐姐的眼睛,然后决定不跟着她离开。我会留下来完成我在人间的旅程。

I also made the decision that, I wouldn’t just live any life. I would live the life that I absolutely LOVE and nothing less.

同时我也做了一个决定,我不会再仅仅为了生活而生活,我要过一种自己想过的生活。

In that moment, the clarity that descended around me was like a light shining in a dark room for the first time. As if the earth’s plates had shifted under my feet and everything suddenly looked real for the first time.

 就在那时,从天而降的清明感就像一束闪耀的光第一次照亮了这个黑暗的房间。我似乎感觉到了地壳在我的脚下移动,所有事物突然都第一次看上去真实了起来

 

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